I somehow messed up the LJ Cut in the previous post, so I'm posting it again here haha. It was actually written on December 11th and posted the next day.

So, yeah... I have just had a broken heart.

( This is how... )( Read more... )… Now I need a hug. I WANT TO GO HOOOOME I MISS BANDUNG TOO MUCH!!!!!!!

PS: I CAN’T GET MORE EXCITED ABOUT THE CIRQUE DU FREAK: THE VAMPIRE ASSISTANT MOVIE THAT’S COMING OUT SOON!!! AND THE LAST AIRBENDER MOVIE THAT’S COMING OUT NEXT YEAR!!! I CAN’T WAIT!!! I CAN’T I CAN’T I CAN’T WAAAAIIITTT!!!! And I haven’t seen New Moon. Or 2012. Shoot me.

I did watch Princess and the Frog today, though—eh, yesterday, since I’m typing this at 3:48 AM… Oops, I have to go to sleep.

When I was browsing my friends' pages on Facebook, I found a picture that my friend's other friend tagged her. The title was, "Letter from Indon husband to Indon wife maid" or something like that. Seeing the name of how Malaysians would call my country, I clicked the picture. There were 3 people in the picture. The husband, the daughter and the brother. I clicked next and the first page of the letter was there. There were 2 pages of the letter, and the content was to give mental support to the wife who was working as a maid in Kota Damansara, Malaysia, which is where I'm studying at now. The letter was written by the daughter, telling things that would make the wife proud like "Bro won the ngaji [Qoran reading] competition!" The letter also said things like, "We hope this letter and this picture of us will give you motivation. Please do your best there! We miss you!" The wife's family was in Bandung, my hometown.

The comments for the picture were not like how I thought would be. I was so touched and I thought the wife would be really proud of her family, so I expected comments with that kind of tones too. But what I saw was people laughing at the letter as if it was a sick joke. There were some comments that had the same impression like mine, but only minority. Even the guy who posted it said, "Ah yeah, sending it back to the wife is a big plan now!" or something. I don't know who the wife was or who the rest of the family members were, but I'm disappointed on how people reacted. I think they were my age, and people my age should know better about privacy and politeness than five-year-old children. Why, instead of sending the letter straight back to the wife, would the guy post it on Facebook and make it a joke? How would he feel if he were the husband and the same thing happened to what his children wrote to their mom?

I'm so upset. :/
Maybe because the family came from my hometown, so I kind of feel there is some sort of connection between me and the family. Or, maybe because earlier my mom said that my maid is quitting her job at our house. I love her like a sister and I haven't seen her since I went to Malaysia, which was 3 months ago! And she'll go to her hometown which is a distinct region in a different part of Java island this Saturday without me having the chance to meet her one last time. I feel like crying right now. T-T Sure, I'll be able to send her letters and ask her to phone me sometimes, but she'll have to get a job somewhere and it will be hard to reach her.

I'm so sad... :'(
Anyway, sorry guys! My 2 recent posts are emotional. =_= But please bear with me... Hahaha.

Hahaha it's so funny how I understood friendship. I saw it as something really precious. I really care about my friends, and I thought my roommates and colleagues here were my friends.

And then I realized just how foolish I was.

Well yeah, they are only friends with me when they need to be. But when I need them, they will be too busy with their other friends. Now I feel like my friends from the internet (those who have same interests with me) are more real than my colleagues.

Hmm. :/

The National Final Examination is O V E R, and I don't want to talk about it at all. I just want you all to wish me luck so I'll pass and graduate from High School? Thanks. :D I wish YOU all, my dear twelve-grader-Indonesian-fellows, pass and graduate with me too. Aww. xD

( O V E R here~ )

I feel like dying. ):

( This way to heaven, please. Or hell. )

By the way, come to think of it: should I friend-lock this?
Nah. My friend-list is not that long anyway. xD

Entah kenapa, ketika baca di JUMP Daisuki, tiba-tiba Gita mulai ngetik artinya.

( Chiitaro: Musim Semi = Musim Olah Raga )

[Translated from English (by JUMP_Daisuki @ LJ) to Bahasa by Gitadine]
Warning: Seperti biasa, bahasa Gita = bahasa makhluk asing hahaha.

Hi guys. :3
Berhubung jurnal Gita menyedihkan sekali dengan hanya satu post yang ada, dan merupakan post perkenalan jadi enggak bisa diitung, Gita memutuskan untuk ngepost terjemahan DUET Mei 2009 yang sebenernya udah Gita post di LJUMP juga sih hahaha. Yeah I'm a cheater like that. x3 So.. enjoy?

( TakaBu )
( HikaNoo )
( ChiiTaro )
( YamaDai )
( OkaJima )

[Translated from English (by JUMP_Daisuki @ LJ) to Bahasa by Gitadine]
Warning: Bahasa Gita = bahasa makhluk asing! Hahaha. Try to survive with that. :3

Okay. Hi. I am Gitadine. Just call me Gita. Uh... I'm from Indonesia, and this is my first post ever on LiveJournal. I have a Blogspot though, it's http://gitadine.blogspot.com but it's in bahasa Indonesia. :) Umm. Why did I decide to make this LJ? Yeah. Because many, I mean MANY, of my friends have one and they ask me, like, "What's your LJ username? I'll add you!" And I was always like, "Uh, I do have one but I forget the username." They told me I was baka and to make a new username... So TA-DA!! :D I did have a username here when I was obsessed about Avatar: The Last Airbender, but I really forget the username... I think it has something to do with waterbendergirl 0212 or something. I don't know. I'm abandoning that one. And is planning to take care of this one. What am I obsessed about these days? Hey! Say! JUMP. Yes, people. I am in love with that group of 10 Japanese boys. Especially that one with the sexy teeth? Yes, Yaotome Hikaru, that one. How I wish to be his friend. No. I want to be more than just a friend. Haha. Who doesn't? What nonsense did I write as the first post? Oh shoot. I always do this. Okay, well, that's enough of my not-so-important introduction. So... Expect more boring things from me? :D OH OH OH! I almost forgot. If you have infos or just anything about Hey! Say! JUMP, will you please do tell me? :D I'll be very happy. Not that I think you'll care if I'm happy or no, but yeah. ;) *I'm being so unimportant, shoot me.